[melissa]

melissamarin @ 2007-07-17T05:17:00

2007-07-17T10:17:41Z

i've been updating on my other journal, my_nuclearwar.

melissamarin @ 2007-02-14T05:42:00

2007-02-14T11:42:40Z

happy valentines day!

melissamarin @ 2007-01-31T22:07:00

2007-02-01T04:08:29Z

p.s. im going through that phaseee and i hope i get out soon.

melissamarin @ 2007-01-19T06:02:00

2007-01-19T12:04:47Z

SO IF ANYONE TALKS TO COLLEEN PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME AND TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK I DID,
i dont have a clue and im so confused. why does she wanna kill me? i
always thought she was sweet and cute but i was scared because damn
sarah started that stupid rumour and i was always scared she'd think
it was true. but STILL WTFS GOING ON, SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME I'LL FUCKIN PAY YOU NO LIE.

melissamarin @ 2006-12-26T15:55:00

2006-12-26T21:54:33Z

christmas was drunken funtimez and hanging out with travis who got me a 20gig ipod.

other than that i got almost nothing because my family doesnt rly like me EXCEPT I GOT THAT SITTING DOWN AND TALKING TO BY ALL OF THEM oh good lord almighty you dont know how horrible that was.
im making a pumpkin pie right now and im afraid im about to go dig it out of the oven and devour it.

thankyou happy holidays to everyone and their family.

melissamarin @ 2006-11-07T00:38:00

2006-11-07T06:38:25Z

i
dont
like
things
right
now

>:[

taylar lane helps me alot.
travis helps me alot.
i feel like im losing alot of people.
i feel like alot of people are judging me.
i feel like i don't care any more.

the end.

melissamarin @ 2006-09-24T10:00:00

2006-09-24T15:01:28Z

today consisted of;

-fight
-logans
-best buy
-world market
-buffalo wild wings
-melissas house
-gas station
-darkroom
-ghetto
-dillards
-gus' house
-rave
-smoothie king
-marble slab
-united artists
-barnes and noble
-grand cinema
-sneaking back into logans house

wow it was a pretty good day.

melissamarin @ 2006-09-05T20:40:00

2006-09-06T01:40:29Z

runnels is justtttt how i left it.

melissamarin @ 2006-07-31T21:18:00

2006-08-01T01:45:33Z

guess whos back

melissamarin @ 2006-07-24T00:35:00

2006-07-24T05:40:54Z

i never bother posting pictures because sam posts all.

but i do have 2 from chris' band pratice.

shitty because of camera phone i know.

black hairrr.

melissamarin @ 2006-06-02T23:26:00

2006-06-03T04:26:46Z

its the diamonds and pills.

2006-05-31T18:48:04Z

^{i'm ok. i like my lip piercing. it hurts sometimes.
i like my clothes now. i like who i am at the time;
i like how i wear more white than black now. i like
how i think tripp pants arent that great and i like
how i'm not into blood and cutting and shit. i like
how i'm doing alot better than i used to. i really
like how i'm there for my friends and how i have
alot more than i used to. i really like how i
realize that i'm a strong girl, and i've been through alot. i realize that dad wont be able to walk me down the isle when i get married to logan
while moms crying, but thats ok. i just wish they
would've met him. but i'll make it through anything,
because i'm a strong girl and i can do anything. in
the wonderful words of edison, i am super melissa. <3.}

YOU CANT STAND IT;

2006-05-04T19:03:52Z

so the funeral went well i suppose.
good turnout. heh.

K SO I MISS MY PARENTS. melissa = orphan.
but um; i figure i'll come back to runnels next year then switch back to bromo my senior year. who knows. WHO FREAKING CARES. ugh.

i have nothing to say; i need to get out of this house.

melissamarin @ 2006-05-02T16:40:00

2006-05-02T21:41:27Z

Wednesday, May 3rd 2006
visiting will be held from 12:30 - 2:30 at Ravenhorst Funeral Home East on Flordia Blvd,

and the burial & funeral will take place at Greenoaks cemetary on Flordia Blvd. at 2:30

melissamarin @ 2006-04-30T21:46:00

2006-05-01T02:46:17Z

R.I.P.
Patricia Ann Wilson Chauser
i love you mom and i know God will take care of you.

4/30/05

melissamarin @ 2006-04-20T11:46:00

2006-04-20T16:51:52Z

yesterday we went to my [other] grandma's office.. the one by time warp // the honeymoon bungalow // the second honeymoon

-hung out with gma
-ate lunch
-went and got a really oldass beautiful polaroid camera for $15.. i've been looking for this one forever and i got 25% off =]
-went to southern camera to get some film
-did some other stuff & went home

i love this boy. it's been 2 1/2 months. and aren't you happy? i can finally keep a relationship with someone i really like who takes good care of me and i'm starting to trust him & whatnot.

OK IM OBSESSED WITH HIM.

k.

i can't ever catch him smiling. BUT I DID IT!!

scarface♥

nerd!

punkass =]

♥

yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssslove

melissamarin @ 2006-04-16T00:18:00

2006-04-16T05:19:13Z

Life is full of strange little moments that we never tell anyone about. Little things
we see or feel that we think are too insignificant to share with others. A little
string sticking from a couch, a leaf that blew in the wind for 30 seconds, a lizard
eating a roach. Each of our lives have these amazing little scenes that to me, are
one of the most beautiful forms of art. Just a moment, time and chance, to create
a unique visual, evoke a strange lost emotion. They are everywhere, and yet oftentimes
we are too busy to see them, to stop, step off the ride of life and watch life from
the outside.

melissamarin @ 2006-04-13T13:18:00

2006-04-13T18:19:08Z

i went to runnels today thanks for the hugs everyone.

DR said i could come back... but ehh
i have so many more friends at broadmoor and i fit in better
oh well. we'll see. :]

melissamarin @ 2006-04-12T23:43:00

2006-04-13T04:43:20Z

And I know that I should probably just let go, because I know that it wont work out and everyone tells me that. So I try to convice myelf that its better off that way without him... But then I'll think of him and remember his smile that makes me melt and I cant imangine myself with anyone else and no matter how hard it will be, I want to be with him.

melissamarin @ 2006-04-10T20:57:00

2006-04-11T01:58:06Z

so i'm coming back to runnels next year.
&im visiting thursday.

melissamarin @ 2006-04-09T22:44:00

2006-04-10T03:45:18Z

together we will float, like angels.

melissamarin @ 2006-04-08T10:45:00

2006-04-08T15:46:44Z

so alot of people were here last night that i didnt know.
please someone tell me who the hell was in my shed?
i just walked in and there were like 15 people i didnt know.

SO I LIKE THESE NEW COOKIES MY GRANDMA BOUGHT. i like them alot.
i tried to kill edison with one. [hes soallergictopeanutbutter.]

im really into logan. you guys should be PROUD.

melissamarin @ 2006-04-04T17:22:00

2006-04-04T22:24:47Z

i'm very happy with life; im not really happy with the person that i am right now, i'm too judgemental and just mental in general.
but im sure god is taking good care of my parents and they're happy. i hope that they are.
im going to karate today its jokes.

boy is chill and school is dumb.

melissamarin @ 2006-04-04T15:05:00

2006-04-04T20:05:08Z

when your in a good mood, think about the past. when you're in a bad mood, think about the present. and when you're in no mood at all, think about the future.

melissamarin @ 2006-04-03T21:50:00

2006-04-04T02:53:04Z

dear mr. caterpillars:
i really wouldn't be that devestated if you just up and died.
you really are slowly ruining my life; for i can no longer go outside because of your creepy crawliness. not to mention almost getting me in a wreck because one of you snuck in my hair and decided to pop out on my neck while driving.

i apologize for the inconvenience, but if you would just leave soon and turn into butterflies or better yet kill yourselves very fast, i'm afraid i'll have to go to some extreme measures.

sincerely, melissa chauser.

p.s. get out of my shed if you will, i dont like you all on my personal belongings. i'm sorry for spraying your relatives and killing them but i dont believe that you have right to have sex on my property. thank you.